I tend to find myself making every possible mistake. Its awesome.

First and foremost – I don’t drink, smoke, do drugs, or anything of the sort. I never have and never will, so don’t even try. No matter what you say or do, you won’t get me to. I’m a pure soul and will remain poison free ’til death. Secondly – my gauges took about two years to get this big, it hurt a little bit, and I don’t give a shit what they’ll look like when I’m old :)

If you’re someone who has an issue with who is in my life, or what I do with my life, I hope you have the decency to just accept it and still be my friend. If not, sorry to be so verbal, but fuck you, then :) My life is almost perfect. I can say I’m pretty damn happy with how things are starting to turn out.

So, lets type like I talk, for once – I don’t sound smart when I speak. I don’t throw out big words when I speak. I really don’t care what the majority of people have to say or think. I’ve had some shithole things happen in my life and yeah, I yell out “fuck my life” a lot, but I love my life. I keep in mind that if God brings you to it, he’ll bring you through it. I have some of the greatest people in my life. I have the ones I need and I wouldn’t trade them for the world!

I roll out of bed a lot, shower every other day, and wash my hair every three. I throw on jeans that haven’t been washed in two weeks. I’m pretty inconsiderate, sometimes, and I can be extremely selfish, but when the right people come along…I’m the most genuine person you’ll ever meet, and I’ll give them everything. I listen to weird music and watch random indie films. I eat a lot of bagels and drink A LOT of chai tea. The littlest things upset me most. I put too much faith in all the wrong people. I spend the majority of my time in front of a computer and with Matthew and I totally dig it. I say random ass things, like “what the Jew?” and “fuck your couch.” I’m really blunt, but I’m more just awkwardly silent, almost uncomfortably silent. I was a cheerleader for over thirteen years, don’t look the part, I know. I know a lot about a lot of things and people come to me about weird shit. I like living, its pretty cool for the most part.

“The difference between us, my friends, I can see it in your eyes:
You’re glad that you’re not dead yet, and I’m just happy to be alive.”

Myspace me! Do it.

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